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Hello. Many people will probably never see this. that maybe for the best. I live alone in my mind anyway. So this blog really is just a contradiction. It contradicts what I used to believe. I used to think my thoughts should be private and kept alone. Why should I let you know what I am feeling? I shouldn't. I dont owe you anything, but since you want to read it. I welcome you. Please don't judge. This is a hate free space.